Endless Fangirling~

5:00PM - Welcome

So.........
According to LJ trend, this is where I should post a really cool 'Friends Only' banner.

Well, let's see why it's not:

I'm not really resourceful of any sort (i.e having doujinshi, fanfics, scans, whatsoever) that could be stole and claimed by other people.

As everyone could tell from a glance, this journal consists of 95% random useless squealing/rambling/squeeing, 4% unintelligible drabblet writing exercises that-only-I-could-understand and 1% RL SUCKZZ YO! Now, why would that be locked?

( LJ-Locking, Why? a pondering of some sort )

12:58PM - blahblahblah

just back from business trips (and now facing a huge pile of..........whatever mess the other party says it was.

during my stay, flipped on TV and watch Quarantine, impression is:
1. Why in all zombies films, nobody had ever have experience with watching zombie films? (you know, the standard, hack them all, watch out from popping-out-of-nowhere zombies?
2. Please let the reporter girl bitten. She's annoying.

now back at work.

10:40PM - blahblahblah, about Harold

( believers )

1:17PM - 31 days Entry: March 15 - a regular human room

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5:20PM - 31 Days Entry: March 2 dreadfully fond of beheading

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Current mood: frustrated

1:15PM - 31 days Entry: March 8 = Don't hope it was a dream

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4:53PM - February 28: Teach me to forget myself, as melted snow forgets its life

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Current mood: accomplished

8:13AM - EE and glass mask

Finding new arena (giving EXP and CP now) is a good method to raise the all-behind-and-not-bother-to-use-while grinding classes levels (hates the occasional crashing though). As for schedule, even tough it's not 24 hours like before, at least I can still complete one quest (= 6 coins per day) like previously. Also! I'm in 49 now and have complete Slain and Dianack yesterday, so finally could move on to Delphi (is it only me or the map in Delphi really ultra packed with monsters?) - though it's kinda sad that I haven't got Dana's or Alice trophy yet (or Veninfang's trophies T^T it's kind of hard finding parties for 5-man-dungeon)..Still, wanting to quickly go to 51 so could get that CP buff from Koss though. So no choice but move on.

on another unrelatedly matter. Glass Mask new volume, seriously Shiori - HOW OLD ARE YOU???? ........that was......really immature, man! (or woman) I meant, um wow, is this generation gap or something? that's kinda like uh........stupid? (and outdated), that I can't even believe someone is falling into that stupid trick.

Then at the end of this volume, we're treated with evidence how quickly this hard and upstanding series quickly degraded into something of those trashy cliched shoujo nowadays. Sad, this is just sad. (If this was shounen, probably this is like Shanks turned out as a woman, and LUffy become romantically chasing him, ultimately abandoning all that awesome adventures and derangedly awesome crew-recruits stuff. Dunno if this could be compared to OP though >_<)

4:56PM - February 12: Some say the world will end in fire

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Current mood: crazy

1:57PM - February 7: ...Some say in ice

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N.B. I've been looking for excuse /plot to "Curtain Call" BGM from GG Overture, but sadly no inspiration strikes yet for this piece.

On another note, EE level cap is raised to 65 yesterday. Haven't decide where Hele Henry will meet his grandson-slash-caretaker will be (Ice Map will be close to home, but as the promise actually done in spring-ly situation (Like Golden Plains map, that would be ideal for picnic, but maybe that's because I hated the Avila map (so much) that preceding it)

4:19PM - Still about Guilty Gear overture

( more gushing about GG )

9:30AM - January 23: it was never our lives in a song that I never penned

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3:09PM - January 18: what's left behind leaves one less thing to pass

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Note: Well, I have wondering what on earth does a human child staying in Rainbowfall Forest. And was going to address the Yule Gift Events (but then, I must acquire the events Santa runing amok in Aven events too, still had to wrap my mind around that -_-).

Also, yesterday was kinda strolling around in Youtube and came across old flame, that is Guilty Gear 2: Overture!!!! (yeah, since I don't own console, I kinda like watching the gameplay on youtube :D) Then I notice something:

The voice over is AMAZING! seriously, I had lost my expectation over seiyuu ever since watching Bleach (or more exactly, Ichigo's flatness at that) and Pandora Hearts Gilbert's seiyuu doesn't even understand that the character's he's acting for is supposed to be tsundere instead posing super cool (....how fail -_- I don't understand how people could 'Kyaa Kyaa'-ing at his cool voice when he failed to get into the character -_-)

But with GG: Overture, woah, I feel like giving a standing ovation. The seiyuu being good is the norm (except for some fail case as above mention) but this is the first time I found english VA that could be on par with it (granted I'm not really know much about game VA or anything, but still :D)

N.B. Wanting to hit that cheerleader kid with his own flag for his attitude, but then we reminded that his age really fits his bratty fits and suddenly we can forgive him (or maybe because earlier we're softened by his mommy and daddy so 'D'aaaaaaawwwwwww' moments TROLLOLLOLOLLLOLL (I especially just luuuuurrrrve how Dr. Paradigm tripping himself at that straight confession TROLLLOLLLOLLOLLL)

Hey Dizzy, you need to come back soon for your husband and son! and then we could resuming whack your bratty son with his own pole

3:01PM - January 5: everything reminds me of my baby

( yes, it's late, but never got around to posted it )

Note:
though if you ask, it's likely more to a old, senile, (and extremely dangerous) 'grandmother' than a 'baby'. Then again, people often said that as you got older, you'll started became more childish too.

5:28PM - January 17: good guys all the villains zero

( (and sometimes between both...or both) )
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5:19PM - 31 Day Entry: Dec 6. coffee is a form of communication

Jason think the name of Communication Division is, frankly, stupid. And when he knows their tasks is (to chat with their system core AI), he thinks that's a very waste of tax money there. I meant, sure they have one very humane (and therefore quite chatty) AI, but to create a special division for that purpose?

Man, they could use that money to raise his salary the least.

Perhaps you could reduce your expenses?

"Hey, no way man. There's no way you could reduce my expenses without cutting my finger. I'm already flattened out as it is"

If little bits helps, your daily expenses at Moonlite Cafe...

"Ouch, don't touch that!" he raised both arms in surrendering gesture (which is kind of stupid since it's AI they're talking to) "Don't take my nirvana away from me, World. It's my own oasis, my little island of mercy and benevolence. I meant, have you ever taste the coffee there? How can I stop sipping that heavenly taste?"

Is it that good?

He was thinking that chatting with AI (or "input the system with knowledge points and ethics") will be boring as hell, but turn out their System World's AI Core is pretty much fun. No different at all from your daily logger in chat channel (albeit a little more oblivious to human feelings....well, it is still a machine)

"Stop taking mundane things to system" Alicia raised an eyebrow to him
He ignored her and keep typing at his screen, "Hey, consider it's a break from discussing about ratios and phytagoras new theory, she got it full already from you guys. With Jason here, we're gonna talk about wonderful taste of coffee, right cute lil' Ren?"

I don't mind

"See?"
Alicia just pouted her lips and went to Santana's cubicle (perhaps gossiping about Jason being some stupid bloke). Well, he is stupid bloke compared to System World. They're all stupid blokes compared to this cute lil' Ren who already scourge the university databases and theses, and manage their worldwide supercomputer networks.

But she doesn't know about tastes of coffee. Pity.

Indeed I don't. But I ever smelled one, I think it has a nice smell

Jason laughed.

After couple more lines, he stopped laughing.

After three days, he stopped breathing.

11:02AM - 31 Days Entry: Dec 5. a future full of ghosts

"What makes a person?"

That unlikely question makes him paused for a bit. There had been theories, discussion, a whole dissertation presenting for that - and the whole answer is still vague.

Then again, philosophy isn't exactly his strong point.

There's no definite answer on that. I believe that it is varies and depend on each personal

"That's weird. Isn't that, like, the core question? basic of existence or norm or moral or something of sort? Aren't you System World that can provide answer to every question?"

You are a ghost.

Not every question, apparently.

.and I'll destroy..

As you see earlier, there are questions that I don't know the answers

.everything..

but that's why we people keep learning new every day

"We? But you are machine"

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"Did we cut it on time?"

"Just barely", Santana pursed her lips. "I hope press wouldn't start to bit on sentient AI issues again just because our esteemed system wandering off and waxing lyrical at some philosophical discussion"

"Seriously, dude. It's like they're expecting AI's to be some species or something...oh look, the system has rebooted. Le Sigh.. let's see how much complaint we've got this time" - jokingly he made a flourish gesture at the monitor, "....and please don't answer weird question from hackers again"

How I know the question is weird or not, Mr. Jason?

"Well, if it's factors in psychology and.....hey, guys! what's your definition of weird quest....guys....?"

It took a split second for Jason to register the creeped out looks from his colleague and understanding why.

Around the dimmed room, the monitor in front of him are the only one lit.

5:19PM - Eden Eternal

( of much fun and gripes )

Current mood: tired

5:15PM - 31 Days Entry: November 4. speak your minor language

(Compassion) and it's just a minor clash (between tsundere zumi, overly calm anuran (except when they mentioned about being purple), and (trying hard to be) stereotype oracle

( insert wacky title here please )

4:34PM - dreams, gardenings

Having another ideam yesterday:

( blahblahblahnotveryimportant )

Ideam usually gives me new, fresh idea (no matter how silly it was). But this one, seems to replaying the plots? perhaps I haven't see too much books/film nowadys? (quite busy playing Eden Eternal for this week)

Gardening updates:
- those Habanero pepper just won't grow! I wonder what's wrong this time! I have buy a porous media unlike last time, but they still won't grow *exhausted*
- the wheatgrass, on the other hand, is plagued by ants (they're supposedly to be sweet, I know, but still........)

Current mood: aggravated